I have been in quite the predicament lately, and have been doing my very best to not engage “victim consciousness,” and moving consistently toward positive thinking while taking decisive actions that I wholeheartedly feel are in alignment with my path, which of course is the foundation of practical metaphysics. However, I have been more and more at a loss, and feeling pessimistic of years of cyclical downfalls as I work in the field of energy, transportation, and material engineering. I have been keeping my work more and more a secret which at the core of my being straight up hurts. I firmly feel truth in open source. However, over the years I have become very aware of the dynamics and the evolving social conditions of our planet. More than anything I just want to teach and build, but there is this real world factor of patents and startup capital. It’s been hard because the physics I work with makes me a lone ranger most of the time. There’s only a few people in my experience that I really been able to converse on what I am doing. The patent laws changed in 2013 to where it is first to patent, not first to invent. Before then, I could mail a document to myself, and not open it, and it would stand up in court. Now people can take my work off the internet, patent it, and forbid me from using or developing the technology in anyway, while at the same time, potentially utilizing it for destructive means. The responsibility of said technologies is quite the weight on my shoulders every day. If it wasn’t for my compassion that is inherent in every corner of my being, I would just keep living out of a backpack with minimal human interaction. I can confidently say that I now have a thorough understanding, by no means theoretical, of the nature of sound, light, and gravity; how they dance and play with each other. I can see it. I do not need no numbers or equations. It is a part of my awareness. I understand how to build an engine for a spacecraft, specifically three of them, that is an inertial transformer of gravity. Something I have intuitively envisioned for years with the toroidal coil systems I have been exploring.

Hand Made Welded Copper Octagrams

I do not obviously share everything publicly about my pursuits and career, and many people consider me a pseudo-scientist. I have been called everything in the book. Many consider that I just sit around, and never actually build anything, because a vast amount of my experimentation is done in the aethers with thought experiments. I explore the very nature of logic itself. In turn, I have actually studied the art of fabrication extensively to figure out how to effectively design these systems as well as being financially and realistically feasible. To make this so, I designed a system to allow me to advance the material engineering capabilities of our society to make these systems energy and cost effective with nanocrystalline materials. I have created strategies to develop massive amounts of financial revenue, to not only support my work, but the great work of many others in the beautiful collective synthesis that is unfolding. There are many projects underway outside of the mainstream that are essential to our physical liberation. I know how to apply these concepts with great detail to automotive systems as well as a more advanced Tesla Tower (radiant atmospheric antenna energy system) with minimal construction efforts and building materials compared with Wardenclyffe. The energy source is gravity itself; no gas, no water, no batteries, just massive amounts of gravitational pressure. It is hard to teach because it goes against what everyone believes, even the most astute of free thinkers. I have written so many proposals that my fingers are bleeding from metaphysical persistence. So many proposals… I have had opportunities consistently, and the ones that seem to good to be true, always fall through, and the ones that raise red flags, I always turn down. I have been involved, as well as approached, by many multi-million dollar endeavors.

Right now I am in discussions with one of the companies proposing the Hyperloop project, to develop a high speed railway in an evacuated tube transport from LA to San Fran that goes 700+ mph, and does it in 35 minutes. The design became a public sensation when it was proposed by Elon Musk, the man who used Nikola Tesla’s name to publicize his company, when his role model is Thomas Edison. There is so much irony around this in my life Douglas Adams would be laughing by my side right now. I designed the basis to such a system as a senior in high school only to learn it was already proposed in the 1970’s. It’s nothing new. Even more so, I have talked with people who have ridden on the system that exists underground already connecting military bases and formed by a tunnel boring machine powered by a nuclear reactor that crystallizes the tunnels walls with extreme heat and pressure while it drills. There is plenty of information online about all of this. So now they want to build one on the surface, clearing tons of land in an earthquake prone area. I want to license them my hexagram toroidal coil system for the permanent magnets to be used, which is an evolution of Tesla’s polyphase system, only idealized with the proper geometry and advanced materials. I’ve been saying that this is my Niagara Falls. Yet again, there are red flags and ethical concerns of mine that are making me uncomfortable. There have been many contracts that want to own my work, including Hyperloop, that have irrevocable rights to distribute the intellectual property how they choose. That is why I walked from a research firm developing advanced automotive fuel systems, and leaving behind my physical research.

3D Printed Hexagram Toroidal Coil

At this point, I have CAD files and 3D models ready to go, as well as quotations for materials, descriptions of the working theories, business strategies for implementation, and the ability to stand in front of any audience as rhetoric and language are apart of my toolbox as well.

Yet I have hit roadblock after roadblock. I have pondered and sat with myself so many times as I look for clarity and self-realization throughout this process. The strangest and most peculiar things have happened that even my own parents consider me the boy who cries wolf. My presentations have had consistent issues with audio and visual, again strange and peculiar, to the extreme and outright ridiculous at times.

Most recently, I took a job this fall as an electrician, yet again, however with the best pay and hours I have ever gotten in the field. My goal was to make enough money to relocate back to the Asheville area in the southern Appalachians of North Carolina, the oldest mountains on the planet, and setup a shop to maintain residual income and support my research without signing away any of my intellectual property rights. I have spent a great deal of time on the west coast to secure funding and develop connections in the industry. It’s been extremely disappointing since I left Asheville in 2012. During this six week electrical gig in Joshua Tree, I was actively looking for spaces in the area, and was very close to moving forward with a beautiful property with a three car garage and a large dome home. The owner really wanted to rent to me. I got an offer during this house searching from a man claiming to be of the upper echelons of the free mason order out of Sweden who was involved in gems and diamonds as well as other hard commodities. He offered me full funding coveted with a slew of stories. A close friend had connected us who knew him briefly in person, and we had spent many hours talking over Skype. He supposedly put in an offer on a house in Lund, Sweden for $750,000 just outside Copenhagen. Lund University is one of the most prestigious institutions in Europe. I’ve seen many pictures of the space, and had no red flags in regards to it. It seemed very legit. Two of my close friends, one who made the connection, and myself, were suppose to go to Sweden in November, a few weeks after the gig ended. I was planning on getting to Asheville in the very end of October. Long story short, he all of sudden said even though they had accepted his offer, they decided to take another offer, and he dropped off the face of the earth. It was all very confusing and upsetting, and it seems the free masons were just “checking me out”. I made the mistake of shifting to a more celebratory energy instead of saving as much for relocating back to Asheville and setting up shop, but it had messed with my whole timeline and plans for relocation. For when do things ever go to plan? I managed to setup a small shop temporarily, as I have many times before, here in Nevada City in Northern California. I’ve been making wands, coils, and pyramids to support my research endeavors and the simple aspects of survival. However, December was the worse sales I’ve had this year, ironically, being around Christmas. I am the poorest I have been all year and created more debt than I paid off with the electrical gig. I have invested a great deal of time into so many projects and endeavors to only see the energy never blossom into anything spectacular. The multi-purpose high voltage test bench I was developing at the research firm in Ashland never saw the light of day, and again more wasted time.

You could say the only thing I have gained out of all these efforts, is entirely metaphysical, entirely experience. The woes I experience are not of my own. We all experience them. This is the collective experience. Many of those who I see live in abundance, even though who claim to be spiritually aware and conscious, do so at the cost of the others.

I do not eat meat, first and foremost, because too much meat is being eaten. I do not engage in luxuries, because too many luxuries are being taken. The irony with this past October involves some of the most luxuries I have ever engaged in, and shared for that matter, primarily due to friends pushing me to treat myself as they see my frugalness is unhealthy. My frugalness is out of efforts to move forward my work in any way, shape, or form. My greatest luxury is organic food that I know where it comes from, if not generated by my very own efforts. Self-discipline is one of the attributes that brings strength to my awareness. For awareness by no means is a constant or one way street. It ebbs and flows with the environment. I do everything I possibly can to maintain that stream of consciousness. There is not a day that goes by that I do not think about the earth as a whole. For that is who I am, and by no means separate. We all are. But will we live it as so? Until then, self-discipline is extremely necessary.

Teaching Physics to the Delphi Crew in Vegas

We indeed create our own realities, and our own chaos. That is apart of the beauty of creation. I have chosen to put myself in environments that are not conducive to my being, to put my trust in shady individuals. Even where I am living I believe my neighbor died last night of a drug overdose. My roommates are financially affecting me with their decisions. I am sitting cold as we just ran out of propane, and scrambling to get it refilled. However, I chose to be in this space. I chose to have this experience right now. So what is my next choice?

It is to be entirely open with my brethren that I cannot move forward with this knowledge and responsibility alone. I want to be around humans who are clear and fully capable of compromise, instead of thinking solely of their own beings. Many within the metaphysical community believe in self-actualization of their desires, and their desires only, as pushed forth by The Secret, that there is no need for compromise. That is a construct of a world devoid of the collective self. This is a world isolated in its perception, and in turn creates irrevocable chaos on those around them. The most joyous thing in my world is to see joy brought to others. If that was the case for everyone, then the collective actualization brings about the desires of the self. I am ready to build the most amazing things seen in sci-fi and fantasy. I am ready to speak forth truth without the desire to be put on a pedestal. I just want to see smiles. We as a collective have experienced enough pain and sadness to know what direction we all want to head toward. I am choosing an environment that allows me to flourish as the individual I have dreamt of growing into, an environment where I am not swimming upstream to accomplish my goals. That environment clearly is rooted in community. This is a collective effort. I am not going to create some kickstarter on my own as I have in the past to only see it fail again.

So simply put, I have the green light to move forward with these technologies in conjunction with the formation of a sovereign guild outside any current system of human control, just like the space guild in the book series Dune. This is by no means a cult or distortion of our collective human endeavors. This is the formation of the most powerful collective intent on the planet to take back our financial and political institutions from the birth of a system within a system, as that is the way of nature. I can explain many of the intricacies to all of this, and is way more than just some lofty idea. My endeavors have been approved and endorsed by the collective self most notably referred to as Gaia. A guild is in order, as the orders of the past have broken down and been of masculine dominance. I do not say this lightly as it comes with many repercussions due to the pre-existing thought constructs within the human psyche, and the notion of self-proclaimed gurus. I am not self-proclaimed. I am simply Gregor. For my name means guardian or watcher, while my last name means cleric. That was my given proclamation. And this is my given directive. What is of the ego, is my will. And I say yes.

Marko Rodin & the VBM team @ Tesla Tech

Many people consider Marko Rodin a guru in the realm of numbers as he pioneered Vortex Based Mathematics over the last several decades, a form of modular mathemtics, and became an internet sensation since the turn of the millennium. In a closed door meeting at Tesla Tech in New Mexico quite some years ago, he stated to a large group of VBM researchers and supporters right after his public talk, which included those who are much more notably recognized than myself, that he feels I will make the next major advancements in the field, and caught many by surprise. This is something I have never publicly shared due to the associated egoic implications. Elizabeth Rauscher, who has a PhD in plasma physics, taught at Stanford, and wrote Nassim Haramein’s patents, fully endorses my work, and is one of the very few human beings who have understood what I am working on and can intellectually converse with me on it. She’s willing to work for me if I can provide a salary for her. At the same time her health is failing, and I wholeheartedly would like to support this amazing human being. She is one of the true masters of our older generations. Nassim on the other hand, argued insistently with me. Bless his heart. Nassim is the research director at the Resonance Project, and the research advisor to Novus Via, the investment firm that is involved with the research firm in Oregon that I left. He has become to hall mark speaker to the free energy movement and alternative physics.

I do everything I do in the name of love. I do this for you. I do this for me. I do this for us. I do not want to become like the many other brilliant minds of the older generation who have become dissuaded and pessimistic. That’s what happened to Tesla. It saddens me at the core my being when I feel into all of that. He died lonely. I actually let out a tear just now for that wonderful man. I ask you to take a moment and feel into this as well. That is a deep wound in our history, from the burning of Joan of Arc to the poisoning of Stanley Meyers after he drove a water powered vehicle across the US in the 90’s during his victory celebration among friends. For Tesla did not die of natural causes.

In the beginning of a change the patriot is a scarce man, and brave, and hated and scorned. When his cause succeeds, the timid join him, for then it costs nothing to be a patriot. -Mark Twain, 1904

We’re in this together. Capitalism destroys the very essence of what I have set out to accomplish, as so with many others. There are beautiful potentials around the corner, but we must come together. You may not know it, but the world is waiting for us to step into our power. We are the free thinking metaphysical powerhouses that can bring about a golden age. The technologies are only a metaphor in their truest sense, for they are extension of our self, nothing more. More than anything right now, this planet needs to be inspired. We need a level of inspiration that is going to shock every single human being, be they young, or old, artist, or scientist, believer or skeptic. We need a miracle like that of Jesus and we are fully capable of creating it. For magic is only nature we have only yet to understand.

There is no fear in me anymore. Only love. I will exemplify that from this moment on. This is my promise to all of you. You can choose how you will. But I choose you. For I see you. And it is no different than me. That is what makes us, us. It is a choice. We create the collective. That is order. When we choose self, that is chaos.

Let us evolve into a fully conscious Gaia. As the connection has always been there.

The epic legacy of the awakened ones begins. Thank you.

Sincerely,
Gregor Arturo Clary